Hi Scott, I'm finding my way through this site and came across your forum. I suffer with PTSD and was diagnosed back in 1995, months within leaving the Royal Marines. I also go to Combat Stress, (Leatherhead), 8 years now. I live in France now since 1997 because of the way I was treated by different government organisations, War Pensions for instance, they keep moving the goal posts!!!!!! I joined in 1969 and was involved, whilst serving in Singapore doing aid work after floods in Bangladesh, we were trawling bodies, human and animal out of the waters and being buried in mass graves, that was my ''start line'' for PTSD and as the years rolled on and the confrentations that the government put our serviemen into took its toll. I served in Northern Ireland (8 tours) 2 peace keeping tours in Cyprus, the first straight after the Turkish invasion and the horrors I wittnessed there was unbelievable, again under the UN banner which has no teeth.
I was involved in covert operations in NI which has had its ''nightmares'' I worked with Special Forces doing anti terrorist work , involved in 2 fatal road accidents and the final nail in the coffin was my tour in the first Iraq war, 7 months plus. I returned to my unit and then the wheels started to fall off . I was Courts Martialed reverted to the ranks, soldier on and then leave the service. In all that time I received no medical treatment for PTSD.
I found that being able to talk about it has helped, but admitting that you have the problem is the biggest step forward.
I'm off to Combat Stress on the 7th June, i attend 3 times a year 2 weeks at a time. The medical system here in France is excellent. Things got really bad in 2005 and I ended up in a French Military hospital for 3 months, and that was the turning point for me in really dealing with the illness.
Sadly my treatment came too late to save my second marriage and my 3 1/2 year relationship has just ended. It has also effected my relationship with my 5 children which I am now trying to rebuild. I have 2 sons in the Army now, and they have 'felt the heat' so to speak. Also 3 Nephews and in all 5 of them I see symptons that I have experienced in the past.
If you want to contact me through the mail system on the site please do. Your not alone out there, hang in there and don't let the b......s grind you down.
Best Wishes Mike