I sometimes wonder why I got back to modeling (with a vengeance) after a 2-year hiatus. I look at a corner of my room and try to comprehend why I have over 50+ unbuilt kits, and over a hundred unassembled soldiers. I try to count just how much money was spent and the total figure remains untold.
Some of my buddies think I'm nuts. They don't appreciate my visits to the hobby shops several times a week. They are astounded that I buy 2-3 (in some cases, more) stocks of the same kit. They don't see the rationality of someone poring over countless photographs/images of a particular tank, plane or helo. They wonder why I also buy thin white strips of plastic and small bottles of chemicals - besides the mandatory paint and glue. When they observe me stooping over and picking up a seeming mundane piece of wire in the street they frown and shake their head.
My mother always tells me that its a waste of money. My father looks at my work and says he's impressed, yet you can see the look of dismay in his eyes in seeing the price tag and the ever-growing pile of models waiting to be put together. My sister wondered aloud in disgust on why am I collecting these kits...again. My brother is my ever-loyal fan - yet I know he feels appalled at the excessiveness of my hobby.
I had thought of various reasons...or excuses...why I became a modeler. As a child, I may have wanted to play with something that looked so much like the real thing. Maybe I wanted to see and hold something I'll probably never encounter in my whole lifetime. Perhaps it's an extension of my passion for the military might and for the high-performance automobiles. I possibly wanted to see a force of arms without stepping out of my room. It could be an expression of art, an attempt to show talent; maybe something to proudly show off to others.
Then one evening, not too long ago, I read this passage in a modeler's web site. My memory failed me on where I found it, but I felt compelled to save it in my notes - that simple paragraph gave me a sense of understanding at least why I continue to collect plastic models:
"Don’t do it because you don’t enjoy anything else, or because it looks easy. Do it because you like it, because it gives you pleasure, it takes your everyday anxieties away."
Just something I felt like sharing to you folks. Have a good one.
BlackThor 06
PS: Pasensya na, mga doods...pasenti-senti epek at feeling writer lang ako dito. Paksyet. #:-)



























